CafeSharon

I want to invite each of you today to a party of sorts.  I am throwing it because I want to wallow in my own self pity. That’s right, it’s a pity party!  I am tired today.  I am weary of the on-going side effects of the cancer surgery. I want a break from the pressure to “get caught up”.  I am fed up with being behind in my schedule.  I want to get back to where I was six months ago! There!  That feels better.  But now I see the absurdity of what I just wrote!  There is never an option to “go back”.  It is impossible!  And I certainly don’t want to stay right where I am.  My only real choice is to move forward. “Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it.  But one thing I do:  Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.”  Philippians 3:13,14